When does it all become clear? When do I figure out where my identity is going? Sometimes I'm content to let it wander its way to the endgoal, but other times--like now--I'm incredibly impatient. I feel I need to prepare somehow for what's to come. I hate being caught off-guard, but I know this is something I should let develop organically... But I want all the answers now!!
And I want new clothes too. I'm so tired of waring the snug-fitting clothes and being immediately identifiable as female-bodied. It's frustrating. I want to wlak the line or get 'sired'. If only my face weren't so chubby. A few weeks at the gym will remedy that though....
But at least I ca get the clothes issue fixed. I'm supposed to be trekking up to Seatown this weekend to go sopping. Hopefully I will find something more suitable than what currently occupies my closet. I am re-realising now how often I shopped in the Men's section in FL. I wish I had that disposable income now... :( Ah,w ell.....
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